Its been a while lol. I forgot I had a blog again lol. If it werent for my friends I dont think I would even remember! XD Some things have changed, but most have stayed pretty much the same. For one, I quit Burger King. I went from 40 hours a week to 16, and that is some bullshit. Not only that, but the drama and power plays were getting a bit excessive, even for Burger King's usual shit. And I completely and strongly dislike drama of all sorts. >_<>_< Another reason I quit is that I have the money now to get back into college. ^^ I cant wait! It will be very nice to see all of my friends again.
Another thing that has changed is that my ex fiance have decided to give it another try. I know it seems foolish, but you would have to be he and I to truly understand what is going on. We got back in contact a little while back (about a month), and at first it was just random and kind of awkward hellos. Then we chatted at length for a while, it wasnt awkward, it was fun. ^^ So he gave me his number, we chatted on the phone for a couple of hours (this was last friday night). I tell you my friends, it was insane. It was like what happened 2 years ago never happened. It was and is like how things between us were two years ago, just with some minor and few major changes. We talked at length about what happened 2 years ago, and he appologized which was nice. And we came to the conclusion that we still had feelings for each other, and that we would like to give it another chance. ^^ So he came up that saturday and we hung out in town and got something to eat at our old favorite place. Then we drove over to Seaside and spent some time playing around in the arcade, checking out the shops, and walking on the beach. After that we caught The Crazies at the movie theater and headed back to my place for some drinks and cuddles. ^^ It was an awesome day, and the most fun I have had in a seriously long time. I think that it might work out this time, and take it slow and just have fun. *nods* 2 years ago we were young, and rushed things and that ruined it for us. In the time we have been apart, both of us have grown in so many ways, it is hard to describe. But anyways, thats it for now. ^^ Wish me and him luck, cause I would like this to work out. ^^
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- Kurobara-Ninja
- Astoria, Oregon, United States
- You can call me Natalie, Ninjaru or Ninja. Im 19 and I live in a small town in Oregon. I smoke and drink, I'm single. I'm 5'2 (not short, funsized!), I have 5 tattoos, a star on my left ankle, a big rose-combo tattoo on my upper left arm I also have an Alchemy symbol, a Blessing Moon, and an Ankh on my right arm. My favorite colors are blue, black, purple, green, and silver. I love scary movies. I absolutely love to read and listen to music, and to hang out and talk with friends. I care alot about the people I love, so dont mistreat them, you will regret it. I am bisexual, and there should be nothing wrong with that. I am a strong believer in equal rights for all sexes and races, gay marriage and individuality. I am Christian, Pagan, and Wiccan. I love roses. I like to walk along the river front, around town, in the forest, or on the beach.
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omg you posted something. i didn't know you were still reading the blogs.
ReplyDeleteLol, I keep forgetting I have a blog, and then one of you guys will remind me. ^^ I have GOT to remember to update this thing!
ReplyDeleteha, yeah, i noticed. wifey and i (and maybe hannah?) were saying how we should have just stayed on tumblr... we moved here so we could comment but no one really does so it was kind of pointless.
ReplyDeleteRight. I dont really think it is pointless, I just think that we all have so much going on (some more than others) and it keeps us distracted from the blog lol.
ReplyDeletesorry jaden im definitely going to be on here more since i like what you guys have to say. i look at it as insight into our minds that we wouldnt share otherwise :) i've been working on my book today so i'm in a reflective mood.
ReplyDeleteyea so natalie about this guy. is this the one that cheated on you and was a jerk? do we need to have an intervention cause i dont want you settling for a jerk when there is someone out there would would treat you better.
You guys are so protective lol. And yes, it is the same guy. Though I did find out that he actually didnt cheat on me, I found that out about 3 months after our split. Turns out the woman (her name is Raven) had wanted to be with Andrew before we started dating, and she was always interfering and saying shit, but we never paid attention to it. After we split though, I guess she saw this as an opportunity to be a bitch and 'get back at me' so to speak. So she spread the rummor around center that she had slept with him. And what does a woman who was hurt as bad as I was after a break up believe? Lol. And there is no need for an intervention, I swear. I can take care of this, and I know what I am doing this time. If he even tries to do something stupid he wont know what hit him. But I dont think he is going to be doing anything stupid anytime soon.
ReplyDeletethat is good that you quit a job you don't like. it is much more important to like a job and be happy than just stick around because you are making money. this life doesn't revolve around it, although some people would have you to believe otherwise, and they definitely act like it. XD so stupid. anyways, good for you! what do you have planned for your next venture?
ReplyDeleteI so agree with you! If I am going to work, it is going to be something that I like to do or have an interest in. I mean, I am not above working a job just to make ends meet, dont get me wrong. Cause I did like working there at the start, and then stupid shit started happening, and I didnt want to work there anymore. Money makes the world go round, and it helps to make ends meet, but it can never bring you true happiness. Ah, my next venture is getting back into college! First step is going to be finding out how many credits I need to make up to get my financial aid back. ^^
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