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Astoria, Oregon, United States
You can call me Natalie, Ninjaru or Ninja. Im 19 and I live in a small town in Oregon. I smoke and drink, I'm single. I'm 5'2 (not short, funsized!), I have 5 tattoos, a star on my left ankle, a big rose-combo tattoo on my upper left arm I also have an Alchemy symbol, a Blessing Moon, and an Ankh on my right arm. My favorite colors are blue, black, purple, green, and silver. I love scary movies. I absolutely love to read and listen to music, and to hang out and talk with friends. I care alot about the people I love, so dont mistreat them, you will regret it. I am bisexual, and there should be nothing wrong with that. I am a strong believer in equal rights for all sexes and races, gay marriage and individuality. I am Christian, Pagan, and Wiccan. I love roses. I like to walk along the river front, around town, in the forest, or on the beach.

Sunday, August 15, 2010

R.I.P. Gary Plue


I cant believe that he is really gone...it was just earlier that we were joking around and laughing...I am going to miss him so much, he was practically my Uncle. There will never be another like him...ever. He had such a heart of gold, he would give you the shirt off of his very back and so much more the moment you needed it. He was always there to talk about anything and everything, wether it was a problem you were having and needed some advice, or just to shoot the breeze and joke around. He could make anybody laugh, he had the best sense of humor. He ws so sweet, so kind and caring. He had the unique way of making you smile, no matter the situation. He wouldnt hesitate to stick up for someone he cared about or someone he didnt even know if they were in trouble, he was the first one there to kick ass and take names later when you were in trouble. He could make friends with anyone, the only people who didnt like him were the people who didnt know him or didnt understand him. I am going to miss him so much...I am going to miss joking around with him, seeing him smiling and laughing, hearing him tell his jokes, trying to teach him spanish, mock-flirting with him (totally platonic), his hugs, watching him act like a dork, hearing his advice, his laughing blue eyes, the way he could never be serious...there are so many things I am going to miss and so much more.

I love ya Gary, and I am going to miss you so much. R.I.P. Gary Plue, 40 years old, August 14, 2010.

Friday, August 13, 2010

Holy Crap...Its been a while...O_o

Damn...its been a long ass time since I have posted on here! I really need to remember that I still have this thing lol. Oh man...where do I start? Lets see...well I am still looking for a job and having no luck in that department. That the sucky thing about living in a small down during bad economic times: No Jobs AT ALL. PERIOD. >_< It sucks, but I'll find one eventually. Other than that, not too much has been going on with me. I went to Bend a week ot two ago to hang out with some friends there, I had one hell of a time. :D Brian and Rhea are really chill people, they let me stay there and hang out for free. Couldnt ask for better friends than them, thats for sure. We've been through lots of shit together. *nodnod* Bend is such a beautiful place...its in Oregon's High Desert. Not alot of people know that Oregon has a desert area. Mind you its not all "Sand and camels and whatnot". Its got trees and grass, so on. But it is very hot, arid, dry. Not too much low lying plant life. But SOOOO beautiful. Hot weather, rain/lightning/thunder storms, mountains in every view, the Deschutes River. Me and Rhea walked all over town, had some crazy adventures. It was cool all around. Had my first Slurpee ever lol. IT WAS AWESOME. ...I feel like such a small-town hick after writing that last part lol...XD All in all, cool time. Hmm....what else has been going on? *thinks about it* Nothing new with the family...hmm....Oh. We have some cool new neighbors in the complex, and they are so much fun to hang out with. Thank god they are close to my age, so I finally have some people to hang out with that arent like...in their 50's or 60's. Which isnt a bad thing mind you, its just smometimes you just want to hang out with people your own age lol. ...Hmmm....Oh yeah! I saw my good friend Sam the day before yesterday and hung out with him all day and part of the next. Oh man...that was a crazy fun time! He is such a hoot...there really is no proper way to describe Sam, he is one of a kind, and you would have to meet him in order the understand what I am talking about. Yeah, he swings by my house around 1 or 2pm that day and tells me about how that morning around 4am he was high off his ass on ecstasy and decided "I'm going to longboard out to Ninja's place!" And so he proceeds to longboard 6 MILES out to where I live. And on the way he "Almost Died." Apparently he got chased by a huge black dog part of the way here. The way he described the while thing, he made it out to be this epic tale of daring escape from a certain doom by doggy-fiend. He is so funny lol. So he comes over to my place and catches me up on all the the shit I've missed since I last saw him, which was December. He got caught at a party by the cops smashed off his ass, lol...when the cops got there everyone was running around trying to find places to hide and running away, but Sam was SO smashed he forgot his coat inside and HAD to go and get it, and when a cop saw him and asked if he was 21, he said (and I'm serious) "Naw...can you give me a minute to hide?" He dosent remember saying that, but its on the official police report. Lol...some crazy shit happened like telling the cops 4 different names, telling them jokes in the back of the cop car...he got away with all this shit with just $350 in fines. He has CRAZY good luck. So anyways...he decided that I HAVE to see his new appartment. We go back to his place, and I see TONS of people I havent see in FOREVER down at Steve-O's place, which was awesome. Just sat around chillin with people and talkin, getting stoned. After that we mobbed down to Seaside and chilled there for a bit, but when the power went out in Seaside we decided to go back up to town and get some grub before heading back to The Riv's. We get back, and Sam being the crazy person he is, decided to try and freak out his roomate when he gets home from work. So before we leave to go down by the yacht club and chill, he puts his man-thong-kilt on the ceiling fan. Yes. Man-Thong-Kilt. No kidding. Its hilarious. XD Lol, he wore that when we finally came back to chill at his appartment. He came out of the bathroom, and I was checking my wallet to see if I had any extra cash for smokes. So I noticed he is is standing there right, and look up. There he is, in all his Sam-like-glory in his man-thing-kilt. Now, I'm used to his crazy and wild self, seeing as I grew up with his crazy ass and have known him for almost a decade. I look up, nod, and say "Cool man, looks good on you." He throws his arms down and is all like "Awwwww..." Lol, I guess he wanted a better reaction, and said so. So I said he could wear it when we crashed in bed later (him being the gentleman and said I could sleep in his giant bed and not on the floor). That perked him right up, and with a shit eating grin on his face said "Can we cuddle?" All I could do was laugh and nod my head. XD He is so fuckin funny lol! It ws hilarious that next day, it was around 2pm and I had been up for an hour, and his roomate gets home with one of their fema;e co-workers. He wondered where Sam was and I told him was still asleep, so he goes in and wakes him up. 10 mintues later, Same walks out in just his man-thong-kilt, Chris and Britany are both groaning and covering their eyes, and I said "Good morning sunshine." Sam just groans and walks over to make coffee lol. Poor Chris says something along the lines of thats not what I want to see when I walk in and no on lol. Crazy times lol....Well...I think thats about it for me as far as things going on. I promise I will try to update more often! Take it easy everybody!

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Hola

Hey everyone! Not a whole lot to update on, things are pretty much the same. Bored, and jobless lol. I'm still looking though, and put in one applications so far. All I can really do at the moment is cross my fingers and wait for summer to get here.

Monday, March 29, 2010

Weird with a capital W.

Ok, a bunch of weirdness is going on with my blog for some reason. O_o I went to check it this morning before I went to sleep, and for some reason all of my profile information was GONE. And, I am somehow no longer subscribed to the blog that Marissa created! I mean, what the fuck? o_o? I have no idea how it happened, though I am trying to figure it out. I dont think that someone got into my blog, seeing as no one knows how to get into it...so maybe it was a glitch? And Marissa, if you read this do you think you can send me an invite back to the blog? Cause I cant find a link to it. *frustrated face*
Ok, I figured out how to follow Look Cute, Feel Cute but I still think I need an invite back to it. Help! Stupid blogger....

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Yo.

So, I've been doing alot of thinking, and that thinking was getting me nowhere, seeing as my head and heart were interfereing lol. So I called a dear friend of mine, Brian, who thinks along the same lines that I do. So after talking with him and getting some wonderful advice (from him and others) I have come to a decision. And that is that me and Andrew should really stay friends for a while and get to know each other again before we take the next step. ^^ Seeing as we jumped the gun this time, we dont want to push things too soon and ruin more than just a relationship. I have the feeling that I made the right decision. ^^

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Hey everyone!

Its been a while lol. I forgot I had a blog again lol. If it werent for my friends I dont think I would even remember! XD Some things have changed, but most have stayed pretty much the same. For one, I quit Burger King. I went from 40 hours a week to 16, and that is some bullshit. Not only that, but the drama and power plays were getting a bit excessive, even for Burger King's usual shit. And I completely and strongly dislike drama of all sorts. >_<>_< Another reason I quit is that I have the money now to get back into college. ^^ I cant wait! It will be very nice to see all of my friends again.

Another thing that has changed is that my ex fiance have decided to give it another try. I know it seems foolish, but you would have to be he and I to truly understand what is going on. We got back in contact a little while back (about a month), and at first it was just random and kind of awkward hellos. Then we chatted at length for a while, it wasnt awkward, it was fun. ^^ So he gave me his number, we chatted on the phone for a couple of hours (this was last friday night). I tell you my friends, it was insane. It was like what happened 2 years ago never happened. It was and is like how things between us were two years ago, just with some minor and few major changes. We talked at length about what happened 2 years ago, and he appologized which was nice. And we came to the conclusion that we still had feelings for each other, and that we would like to give it another chance. ^^ So he came up that saturday and we hung out in town and got something to eat at our old favorite place. Then we drove over to Seaside and spent some time playing around in the arcade, checking out the shops, and walking on the beach. After that we caught The Crazies at the movie theater and headed back to my place for some drinks and cuddles. ^^ It was an awesome day, and the most fun I have had in a seriously long time. I think that it might work out this time, and take it slow and just have fun. *nods* 2 years ago we were young, and rushed things and that ruined it for us. In the time we have been apart, both of us have grown in so many ways, it is hard to describe. But anyways, thats it for now. ^^ Wish me and him luck, cause I would like this to work out. ^^

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Playlist!!

Okey dokey everyone! I've got an assignment for ya! Miles is in need of some new music, so our assignment is to make a playlist of 10-15 of our current favorite songs! I cant wait to see what you've all come up with! Here's mine:
1. Boten Anna, by Basshunter
2. Let Me Think About It, by Ida Corr
3. Let It Rock, by Kevin Rudolf
4. Paper Planes (Afrikan Boy & Rye Rye or Blaqstarr Mix), by M.I.A.
5. Gimme Sympathy, by Metric
6. Ich Tu Dir Weh, by Rammstein
7. Empty, by Metric
8. Haifisch, by Rammstein
9. Weightless, by Floater
10. Back Off Move Away, by James Curd
11. Sexy Chick, by David Guetta
12. Shove It, by Santigold
13. Drift Away, by Dobie Gray
14. Hotel California, by The Eagles
15. I Won't Back Down, by Tom Petty