Weird with a capital W.

Ok, a bunch of weirdness is going on with my blog for some reason. O_o I went to check it this morning before I went to sleep, and for some reason all of my profile information was GONE. And, I am somehow no longer subscribed to the blog that Marissa created! I mean, what the fuck? o_o? I have no idea how it happened, though I am trying to figure it out. I dont think that someone got into my blog, seeing as no one knows how to get into it...so maybe it was a glitch? And Marissa, if you read this do you think you can send me an invite back to the blog? Cause I cant find a link to it. *frustrated face*
Ok, I figured out how to follow Look Cute, Feel Cute but I still think I need an invite back to it. Help! Stupid blogger....

Yo.

So, I've been doing alot of thinking, and that thinking was getting me nowhere, seeing as my head and heart were interfereing lol. So I called a dear friend of mine, Brian, who thinks along the same lines that I do. So after talking with him and getting some wonderful advice (from him and others) I have come to a decision. And that is that me and Andrew should really stay friends for a while and get to know each other again before we take the next step. ^^ Seeing as we jumped the gun this time, we dont want to push things too soon and ruin more than just a relationship. I have the feeling that I made the right decision. ^^

Hey everyone!

Its been a while lol. I forgot I had a blog again lol. If it werent for my friends I dont think I would even remember! XD Some things have changed, but most have stayed pretty much the same. For one, I quit Burger King. I went from 40 hours a week to 16, and that is some bullshit. Not only that, but the drama and power plays were getting a bit excessive, even for Burger King's usual shit. And I completely and strongly dislike drama of all sorts. >_<>_< Another reason I quit is that I have the money now to get back into college. ^^ I cant wait! It will be very nice to see all of my friends again.

Another thing that has changed is that my ex fiance have decided to give it another try. I know it seems foolish, but you would have to be he and I to truly understand what is going on. We got back in contact a little while back (about a month), and at first it was just random and kind of awkward hellos. Then we chatted at length for a while, it wasnt awkward, it was fun. ^^ So he gave me his number, we chatted on the phone for a couple of hours (this was last friday night). I tell you my friends, it was insane. It was like what happened 2 years ago never happened. It was and is like how things between us were two years ago, just with some minor and few major changes. We talked at length about what happened 2 years ago, and he appologized which was nice. And we came to the conclusion that we still had feelings for each other, and that we would like to give it another chance. ^^ So he came up that saturday and we hung out in town and got something to eat at our old favorite place. Then we drove over to Seaside and spent some time playing around in the arcade, checking out the shops, and walking on the beach. After that we caught The Crazies at the movie theater and headed back to my place for some drinks and cuddles. ^^ It was an awesome day, and the most fun I have had in a seriously long time. I think that it might work out this time, and take it slow and just have fun. *nods* 2 years ago we were young, and rushed things and that ruined it for us. In the time we have been apart, both of us have grown in so many ways, it is hard to describe. But anyways, thats it for now. ^^ Wish me and him luck, cause I would like this to work out. ^^

Playlist!!

Okey dokey everyone! I've got an assignment for ya! Miles is in need of some new music, so our assignment is to make a playlist of 10-15 of our current favorite songs! I cant wait to see what you've all come up with! Here's mine:
1. Boten Anna, by Basshunter
2. Let Me Think About It, by Ida Corr
3. Let It Rock, by Kevin Rudolf
4. Paper Planes (Afrikan Boy & Rye Rye or Blaqstarr Mix), by M.I.A.
5. Gimme Sympathy, by Metric
6. Ich Tu Dir Weh, by Rammstein
7. Empty, by Metric
8. Haifisch, by Rammstein
9. Weightless, by Floater
10. Back Off Move Away, by James Curd
11. Sexy Chick, by David Guetta
12. Shove It, by Santigold
13. Drift Away, by Dobie Gray
14. Hotel California, by The Eagles
15. I Won't Back Down, by Tom Petty

Update of Awesome Awesomeyness :D

Hello everyone! I'm trying to be diligent about posting regularly lol. Not too much has changed, still working at BK and loving it lol. Though I have decided to go back to college. I've got to save up some money to make credits up and get my financial aid back first though. Hence why I am working at BK! It just took me a while to figure that last part out though lol. Another reason why I want to get back into college and save up money via finacial aid is so I can move. Yup, I am moving! I've decided that I want to try and move back to Tucson by the time I'm 25. Why, you ask? Well, to tell you the truth, I dont really know myself. I just get this feeling I cant explain, like something is unfinished, or I need to find something there, you know? I love living in Astoria, dont get me wrong! I love it!! I love the people, the scenery, and a bunch of other small things. But I just keep getting pulled back there, and I have to find out why. Plus, it will be nice being close to my family there. I havent seen them in years! I wonder how they will react to seeing me? MAN, that is going to be FUN! I wouldnt call my family in Tucson conservative...but they are close to it lol. I wonder what their reaction will be seeing me with long dark hair, tattooed, and dressed girly-chic? That should prove to be interesting, dont you think? XD Other than that lol, not a whole lot is going on. Mom had back surgery (a laminectomy) not too long ago (I dont remember the exact date lol, I havent had much time to think with work and all lol). She is healing as much as can be expected. Stubborn woman, I wish she would stop moving around so much! She is going to pop a damn staple! And boy, does she have alot of them! She has a row of about 30 in her lower back. She is in alot of pain though, which isnt good seeing as she is on a TON of painkillers and whatnot. She talked to her doctor, and he said that after she is healed they might have to go back in and do a fusion or put a rod in her back. Poor lady, she just cant catch a damn break! My younger brother is doing good, I wish he was in school a bit more though. But eh, its not my problem to worry about. I know it sounds kinda selfish...but I need to worry about me right now. Plus, when I voice my concerns about JR I just get yelled at by mom, and that gets tiring after a while lol. So anyways, I think that is about all for now. Expect another update soon! If I remember lol...

Update on Ninja

Hey everyone! Its been a while since I have last written in here, and alot of changed since then. For one, I am not in college at the moment, and I dont intend to return for a while. I got sick last term, and had to withdraw seeing as I could not make up the grades in time for finals. But I guess that worked out in a way, I was getting bored with college anyways. *shrug* As of right now I am working at Burger King and loving it lol. It gives me something to do, I enjoy my work, and I love the people I work with. :) Other than that, not a whole lot has been going on. I work the night shift, so I sleep during the day, so that means I dont get to talk to anyone too much, which sucks. But eh, the pay is good lol. Other than all that, I got two new tattoos on friday, and I love them! I will post pictures so you can see. :) Talk to you all soon!

Recovering

Well, I had my tonsils and adnoids taken out on wensday, and I fell like crap lol. But thats to be expected. Thank god for pain pills and antibiotics, or I think I would turn into this horrible super bitch lol. Other than that nothing much has been going on, just trying to get my energy back.