Look! A Ninja! :o

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Astoria, Oregon, United States
You can call me Natalie, Ninjaru or Ninja. Im 19 and I live in a small town in Oregon. I smoke and drink, I'm single. I'm 5'2 (not short, funsized!), I have 5 tattoos, a star on my left ankle, a big rose-combo tattoo on my upper left arm I also have an Alchemy symbol, a Blessing Moon, and an Ankh on my right arm. My favorite colors are blue, black, purple, green, and silver. I love scary movies. I absolutely love to read and listen to music, and to hang out and talk with friends. I care alot about the people I love, so dont mistreat them, you will regret it. I am bisexual, and there should be nothing wrong with that. I am a strong believer in equal rights for all sexes and races, gay marriage and individuality. I am Christian, Pagan, and Wiccan. I love roses. I like to walk along the river front, around town, in the forest, or on the beach.

Monday, March 29, 2010

Weird with a capital W.

Ok, a bunch of weirdness is going on with my blog for some reason. O_o I went to check it this morning before I went to sleep, and for some reason all of my profile information was GONE. And, I am somehow no longer subscribed to the blog that Marissa created! I mean, what the fuck? o_o? I have no idea how it happened, though I am trying to figure it out. I dont think that someone got into my blog, seeing as no one knows how to get into it...so maybe it was a glitch? And Marissa, if you read this do you think you can send me an invite back to the blog? Cause I cant find a link to it. *frustrated face*
Ok, I figured out how to follow Look Cute, Feel Cute but I still think I need an invite back to it. Help! Stupid blogger....

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Yo.

So, I've been doing alot of thinking, and that thinking was getting me nowhere, seeing as my head and heart were interfereing lol. So I called a dear friend of mine, Brian, who thinks along the same lines that I do. So after talking with him and getting some wonderful advice (from him and others) I have come to a decision. And that is that me and Andrew should really stay friends for a while and get to know each other again before we take the next step. ^^ Seeing as we jumped the gun this time, we dont want to push things too soon and ruin more than just a relationship. I have the feeling that I made the right decision. ^^

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Hey everyone!

Its been a while lol. I forgot I had a blog again lol. If it werent for my friends I dont think I would even remember! XD Some things have changed, but most have stayed pretty much the same. For one, I quit Burger King. I went from 40 hours a week to 16, and that is some bullshit. Not only that, but the drama and power plays were getting a bit excessive, even for Burger King's usual shit. And I completely and strongly dislike drama of all sorts. >_<>_< Another reason I quit is that I have the money now to get back into college. ^^ I cant wait! It will be very nice to see all of my friends again.

Another thing that has changed is that my ex fiance have decided to give it another try. I know it seems foolish, but you would have to be he and I to truly understand what is going on. We got back in contact a little while back (about a month), and at first it was just random and kind of awkward hellos. Then we chatted at length for a while, it wasnt awkward, it was fun. ^^ So he gave me his number, we chatted on the phone for a couple of hours (this was last friday night). I tell you my friends, it was insane. It was like what happened 2 years ago never happened. It was and is like how things between us were two years ago, just with some minor and few major changes. We talked at length about what happened 2 years ago, and he appologized which was nice. And we came to the conclusion that we still had feelings for each other, and that we would like to give it another chance. ^^ So he came up that saturday and we hung out in town and got something to eat at our old favorite place. Then we drove over to Seaside and spent some time playing around in the arcade, checking out the shops, and walking on the beach. After that we caught The Crazies at the movie theater and headed back to my place for some drinks and cuddles. ^^ It was an awesome day, and the most fun I have had in a seriously long time. I think that it might work out this time, and take it slow and just have fun. *nods* 2 years ago we were young, and rushed things and that ruined it for us. In the time we have been apart, both of us have grown in so many ways, it is hard to describe. But anyways, thats it for now. ^^ Wish me and him luck, cause I would like this to work out. ^^